New Life~27/1/2011.

For me,
It's going to be a new life start from today.

For me,
Today is the 1st day of Happy New Year =)
A CHANGE!

27/1/2011 = 1/1/2011

I'm going to live alone in a stranger's house!
Clean my room,
Wash my clothes,
Things to decide,
and so on that i always depend on my parent,
IS now all doing by myself!

Althought i'm not the 1st time to go to Perth.
It's the 1st time I go alone.
Sit in the flight,
Talking to nobody,
Watching all the people around me,
with the mind and eyes of BEWARE of those strangers!

Ask me whether i like to be alone?
Yes, sometimes!

Why?
'Cause I can learn to be independence!

Mum always told other people that i'm independence.
But,
I felt like i'm actually know nothing!
I like to learn!
Thinking this, maybe letting me to be an independent girl =)

Life is easy!
If you think that way,
You will live happily without caring much about the troubles!
Take it easy!

Perth,
Friends, New friends, and boyfriend,
This is my new life in the year of 2011~

Love you = B~

I'm-just-a-normal-girl~

Date: 1/1/2011 
As i expected, my dad didn't help my mum to celebrate..
We just had a simply lunch time together..
But he went away early because he's sick..

Mum, i know you felt sad even you said that you're not..
I hope you are happy to be with us(your children)
Even we didn't buy you anythings..
And didn't help you lots..
(still let you do the chores even it's your birthday)

.....
I wish i could grow up faster and earn lots of money.
And lets you have fun.
I know money can't buy you happiness..
But at least, if we earn lots of $$,
I can ask Dad to rest and no more work for him..
(Even though you said human are realistic, 
and they are all only looked at money..and so do you.
However, i won't believe that you are that kind of people
Because we love you~
And every people have their own feeling..)

Mum,
i love you..

♥

Today,
I feel weird..
I still treating you as my friend.
However, i felt that you don't want to..
It's actually your false..
But still i treat you as my friend..
Nonsense!

You let me felt that it's all my fault..
I'm the one who actually should hate you..
And not treating you as my friends cause you have no right!
However, you DIDN'T appreciate it..

Because you already have a new one?
oh well, i know that..
FINE!!
i will never NEVER talk to you again!!
but if you talk to me that's ok..
I don't want to make my Dad(Lord) feel sad..
And i don't want because of you..
Make me down!!
I'm not what you think i am!
Watch out!!!

C.. L..
Friend? Enemy?
Depend on YOU!