WEIRDO!

I'm who i'm. God loves who you are =)

1 actual stuff about me. >_<

~i'm forgetful

  ~i'm trying not to solve any problem by forgetting them

Well, actually i'm escaping the problem.

*escaping*

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Billy, ♥
You asked me why i'm angry today and you said you don't know what's wrong with me..
It's the hormone of girl. ( yea, a bit true)
Girls are weirdo always, because of that. -__________-"


The truth of mine is that,
You make me felt like that 1st.

Why you?
cause you made me felt that you were unhappy when Aaron talked to me and you asked me ques,
but i didn't ans you. 


I know you said you didn't,
But your acts acted your unhappiness out. (don't said i'm sensitive, but it is!)
*walking straight in front of me outside carousel, though you walked behind me after that.( i'm angry already)*


In the shop,
me: "wow, 70% off eh."
you: "Buy la"
me: "Can you don't keep ask me buy la buy la?? eh, you are my bf eh. y don't u buy for me, keep ask me buy la buy la. -.-" "Don't talk to me!"
you: ....


You said you angry that i said somethings like that but u always asked me buy la buy la.=.= really annoying!
Cause it's not pretty and it's not what i want and it's not that cheap(some) and i can't afford to buy it but u just said buy la buy la. (I know you told me that you make use of it already and you said to everyone else too. But i'm not "everyone else" =.= )




Other thing, i cap your phone cause you were typing message and it's so noisy.
Why don't i just tell you to stop it?? 
cause i'm angry and you know that when i angry i normally won't talk that much.
If u are playing message then better don't talk.
I know you hate people cap your phone and me too.
But sometimes really hate it and don't want to talk to you!!!

P/s: somethings, sometimes, i tried hard to remember things that happened but i  couldn't remember it. Because deep deep inside my heart, somethings blocked me from thinking and remember it. Maybe, the fear of losing you, fear we quarrel again (though if the problem didn't solve we will still quarrel, but this is the way i escaped it. >_<), fear....
I know it's not a good one, but i try to change. Please give me times..

Last day of "Relax"

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Such a good day today!

But, 

I'm deadly boring ! =.=

Oh well, 

I will be going out after B♥  finished his exam..

Woohoo.. =P

Last day to relax >u<

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OH YA,

Guyssss...

i shared in last last post that I lost me best friend isn't it??

But now,

I wanted to tell you that me and my besta friends become friend again ^^V

Yeaaa.... c:

WHEN?? O_O


Date: 13/05/2011
Her's 18th birthday.
The day before her birthday,
12am!
i sent happy birthday to her and said sorry,


Well, 
why i said sorry?
That's because my other "friend", her friend too, told me that she ignored me and hate me cause i'm change my friend and not that good to her anymore. 
Like = i went ice skating without calling her, didn't sit together when eating lunch in college, etc.
But it's all a misunderstanding.
So i explained to her that day and
Unexpected things came out!!
She forgive me. >_< 
I'm really really happy that time.


Then, we became friend and when in the school i went to hug her.
Touched!
Happy!


BUT,
We weren't that good anymore,
cause she have her friends and i have mine.
But i'm trying to spend more time with her and try to talk like before.
We are still a bit "paisei" to talk to each other like before.
This is just a gap between us.
Cause i'm the one who build up the wall in between us so i have to overcome this!!!
=)

But at least we are still friend =)

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I broke my hard disk drive T_T

Urgh!!

My picturesss, moviess, musicsss, documentsss....

NOOOOOO.

I know hard drive cannot be repaired,

But i just hoping that it will be fine when i try it on my computer next time..

Pleaseee..

I want MIRACLE!!!!

T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T

4 months, i left u alone T_T

This few months,

I had been going through lots of difficulties,

Exam, assignment, quarrel (sis and bf)..etc

But now,

When you turn back and have a look,

It just showing you that,

You are turning more mature than you are now.

No matter how disappointed your attitudes or your results shows,

Or you feel guilty and embarrassed of what you had done,

Just looked up.

Starting now,

There are more and more difficulties and harder things you have to face.

So be strong my friends =) I'm here to support you always. 

Fighting, Margaret and friendssss.

Date: 1/06/2011

B♥ = half year. i Love you more and more.. 

yeappy =P

Date: 10/06/2011

*BREATHE OUT BREATH LONGGGGG*..

Finished my semester 1 exam, YES!!!

But sadly,

Seriously,

I don't know how to do!! That's the problem.

Please PASS!!! >_<

But,

After exam,

Me and him having our RB and Pizza!! 

Woohoo,

It's just soooo romantic. >.<

Eating my favorite Pizza *drooling* ♥